Today i woke up sad….i awoke from a nightmare that played out a future i know i will not have but it was a vivid image of a scenario that i will never be able to shake…i strangely slept longer and more soundly than i have in a long time and feel completely recharged except for my current mental state….I took a walk to see the duomo, one of the most incredible visuals in the world that i absolutely am infatuated with to see if it would lift my spirits like it always does, but this morning strangely nothing happened…i know i will feel better later, but right now i feel empty and alone which is a rarity for me i must admit…it is now time for my painting critique but i hope to return home from class shredded of my current state of mind and back to being the happy person i am every other second of my life….life works in mysterious ways and i look forward to seeing how mine will pan out, even if i am currently isolated in my own web of confusion.